Idiot! There were other options! [It feels pointless to go over what they are now, though. What's more important-] And what about how dangerous it is for you?! We don't even know if this can be fixed! I thought you-

[She halts for a moment, bites her lip, twists the bedcovers some more. She's still angry--upset, really, because as angry as she is, she's also really worried--even though she lowers her volume a little.] I thought you said you were going to try valuing yourself more.